What is wrong with me?

hey... you've got to let go of the past, really... we all know about the old golden rules, but applying them in reality is difficult... umm.. listen.. i got in to one roller-coaster relationship as well with a typical bad boy.. and after we broke up, life was difficult for me, very difficult... it's normal that humans have insecurities and all, but this incident added more to it.... but i am clear with all the pain and all now, a few years ago actually.. of course you can't be 'fine and fresh' so fast, it takes time, but you GOT TO remind yourself that it's of no use.. your ex was a jerk, and you're no longer with him now... and just because there is a song about history repeating itself does NOT mean history will repeat itself... just make sure not to fall in love with the same kind of man (like your ex) and get hurt again... and it's true that relationships hurt, but that doesn't mean it's bad or that you wont be able to face it... you can.. listen to good music, good books but be realistic... and strong... you may not be able to solve these issues, but you'll get the strength to face them, really.