Please help me for school.?

So today I was at a Christmas concert and two of my priests were there and one (the young one) is all like you should do ece ( early childhood education) cuz ur mom died and kids r happy and they will make u smile but the other is like O just do what it is YOU fell u wnat to do but i don't know nemore( cuz I was in Gerontology) which is with the senior citizens and like one seems to not care and kinda lead me more to what I thought I want -seniors but the other seems to tell me what is actually in his opinion Bettah for me, Now anyways,,,, so what do y'all think....I need ot make this darn decision as I don't want to be a bum.....o and p.s - the older priest seemed frustrated with me and after talking to him I went to cry in the washroom, youch...yah..... neways.... any advice???